Garden Variety Neurosis

Well, I just received the much anticipated phone call, and was informed that I did not get the job with CMH. It was explained to me that they had several strong candidates this time around, moreso than any other time they've had an opening, and they decided to offer the job to someone else. I was asked to keep them in mind for the future, if they were to have any other job openings. That was good, anyway. At least I know that option is there, for the future.

I can't say I'm horribly disappointed not to be getting the job. Yes, I am experiencing a bit of let down, but I've known for a few days now that this job was not meant to be mine. In fact, the more I thought about it, the more a break from that type of work (meaning, within a clubhouse) seemed to appeal to me. Not getting this job is not a setback to doing what God has put on my heart to do. It only means that God has a different plan.

I have applied for other jobs, and am just waiting to see what comes of it. I am very sure God has a plan here, and I'm glad for that, because I have absolutely no idea what I am doing. :)

In the meantime, God is providing for my basic needs. I have enough money to put gas in the car, I have food, I have shelter...all I can ask for.

In other news, I did write a letter to Medicaid regarding the fraudulent practices I witnessed while employed at my former job. I do not expect to receive anything out of this, but am hopeful that, with Medicaid's intervention, the consumers will be receive the kind of treatment they so much deserve, and that my former employers will realize they are not without accountability.

All in all, lack of progress is progress, and I am seeing more of God's plan unfold.